ABSURD

i just found out a magical quote that inspire me through this hard days;

"something happens for some reasons"

yup, finally understand what it means.
after i lost something,
after i lost my magical netbook__er should i call it PC? since it's quite big hahha.

that happens on wednesday, two days ago.
someone has broke my windows and steal the netbook/PC-what so it called, and my samsung clamshell phone!

when it happened i was just killing the time with my chipmunk friend, tphy, doing all in laugh. i remembered on that day all i do is laughing. so girl don't laugh too much if you don't want something bad happens..hahhaha J/K

i don't feel i have to cry just because of the losing, but i just feel something strange always spinning around my head.

'as if i didn't left the netbook', or
'as if i go back early', or
'as if i've hide my netbook under the bed'..


i know it's not true of blaming yourself all the time but what else i can do?

it's all my faults anyway

yes it's all my faults


it's hard to be an ikhlas(-full??) person

i'm keeping that word,

'something happens for some reasons'