no free lunch in this world!

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as always, i will just talk to myself,asking and answering myself. 


i learned it from the latest drama i watched, Mary Stayed Out All Night/ Mary, Marry Me. In one episode the lead female character said to his future-super-rich-father-in law when he want to pay all her daddy debt for nothing. She told him that there is 'no free lunch in this world' so from that on she's on his slavery contact (can i say marriage contract to someone you don't love but actually is a very rich and handsome as a slavery contract? okay, then it become 'slavery yet lovely contract').

Just like what happened to me, i got nearly all my (fan-girl) dream comes true but i have to pay.

i have to go to a intensive korean language class started from september 3rd to December 17th 2010. From monday to friday 4 hours a day. and then continued with the super intensive korean class for about 6 weeks, started from this week, and taking the proficiency on January 20th.

It was fun before my head already exploded with those korean words, grammar, and before it become this cold. Snow is not that fun. Cold weather only bring out your laziness, what's more? feeling hungry all the time, then sleepy.

and maybe the turning point is today, when i was forced to do korean proficiency pre test it was so hard that i nearly tearing. i don't know if i was just lack of sleep time or i just bored but  i suddenly feel so depressed and missed my mom that bad. miss my super trashy life in Indonesia.


okay i already said to my self because i want something different in my life i should, i have to go out from my comfort zone, my usual life time. and here it is now, super different from my comfort life in Indonesia.
the one who always stay in their comfort zone, doing nothing even for their own stomach is a beggar. they just sit, open their hand and wait the whole day for people to give them money. and i don't want to be a beggar,literally and not, so i should say it to my self again, comfort yourself, be comfort outside your comfort zone, NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD!!!


Plus plus :

Apparently me and maya do something to meet uri Jung In Depyonim (the character that played in Marry Me mary as the second lead male, played by model turn actor Kim Jae Wook) by KBSWORLDTV EVENT   and then we do, on the last minute. Though we didn't make it, but i wanna share our super stupid video, here if you want to see. Thank you for watching.

ABSURD

i just found out a magical quote that inspire me through this hard days;

"something happens for some reasons"

yup, finally understand what it means.
after i lost something,
after i lost my magical netbook__er should i call it PC? since it's quite big hahha.

that happens on wednesday, two days ago.
someone has broke my windows and steal the netbook/PC-what so it called, and my samsung clamshell phone!

when it happened i was just killing the time with my chipmunk friend, tphy, doing all in laugh. i remembered on that day all i do is laughing. so girl don't laugh too much if you don't want something bad happens..hahhaha J/K

i don't feel i have to cry just because of the losing, but i just feel something strange always spinning around my head.

'as if i didn't left the netbook', or
'as if i go back early', or
'as if i've hide my netbook under the bed'..


i know it's not true of blaming yourself all the time but what else i can do?

it's all my faults anyway

yes it's all my faults


it's hard to be an ikhlas(-full??) person

i'm keeping that word,

'something happens for some reasons'

Oh My God!!!!!!!

Kejadian ini baru gw alami hari ini. pagi ini.

ceritanya, hari ini adalah Ujian akhir semester untuk mata kuliah Manajemen Operasi sama Kewirausahaan.
to be note, MO dibolehkan membawa cheat note berupa selembar kertas A4 bolak balik. sedangkan untuk mata kuliah kewirausahaan closed book.

Secara, ujian MO di pagi hari dan emang lebih susah dari kewirausahaan, so gw lebih mengutamakan belajar MO dulu. Karena emang dasar manajemen waktu yang buruk, gw baru mulai belajar efektif sekitar jam 10-an malam, baca-baca Kewirausahaan.

karena gw bosan dan kayaknya nggak efektif akhirnya gw potong di tengah jalan dan langsung belajar MO. bikin-lah gw si cheat note dengan suka cita, semangat juang 45.
Sampe jam 3-an pagi cheat note gw baru berisi 2 bab, sedangkan gw masih ada 5 bab sisa.

OH MY GOD!

bahkan saking nggak kerasanya sampe jam 4.30 an, pas mau adzan subuh, gw masih harus ngerangkum 3 bab.
badan gw udah meronta-ronta banged minta istirahat, mata gw udah nggak kuat ngebuka.
akhirnya gw sampe pake KOYO CABE! saking pegelnya badan gw.
(*meeen koyo cabe, yang pedesnya gila-gilaaan....)

fyi, cheat note gw hasilnya mantab! ada gambar2nya segala.. ck ck ck

begitu sampai di kampus, ternyata orang-orang nggak ada yang seniat gw lho bikin cheat note-nya (gw bingung, entah harus bangga atau miris sama gw yang kelewat bego)
ngobrol ngalor ngidul, ngomongin bahan yang bakal keluar akhirnya dosen gw dateng!

deg deg-an setengah mati kayak mau menjalani persidangan (lebay)

begitu gw dapet seat, udah ada soal di meja gw.

"MANAJEMEN OPERASI"
tipe ujian : OPEN BOOK!!


whaaaaat???? meeen gw sampe nggak tidur semaleman buat ngerjain cheat note dan ujung2nya open book??!!!

haduh haduh entah mau seneng lantaran open book, sedih karena cheat note gw akhirnya nggak terlalu guna, atau kesel karena gw udah begadang semalem suntuk. bingung gw.
akhirnya gw hanya mengumpat.

Dan ternyata emang open book pun nggak guna. karena soalnya beda sama bahan kuliah yang dikasih..

Thanks god...

bingung

saya bingung, setiap saya berjalan selalu ada hal yang saya pikirkan.
bahkan sepertinya saya punya waktu yang terlalu banyak untuk berpikir tapi tidak pernah merealisasikannya.

saya bingung, saya punya segudang cerita di kepala saya tapi saya tidak tahu bagaimana saya harus menceritakannya.

saya bingung, prinsip saya seperti tidak mendapat dukungan dari lingkungan sekitar saya.
apa yang harus saya lakukan?

saya bingung, orang yang seharusnya saya hormati malah mati jiwanya, menolak dihormati lewat perbuatannya. mau kemana lagi saya?

saya bingung, kehidupan sepertinya semakin tidak ramah saja. saya coba bersikap angkuh malah semakin di-tidak-ramahkan. nah lo?

semakin hari saya semakin bingung, apa yang harus saya lakukan? bagaimana saya seharusnya?
semakin saya berpikir semakin mau gila rasanya.

semakin hari saya semakin bosan hidup. nah lo!
apa yang harus saya lakukan??

cerita yuni

Panggil saja YUNI, hidup di kota jakarta tapi karena do'a nyokabnya yang super duper kenceng biar anaknya jadi tukang sarjana, sekarang pindah, temporer gitu sih, ke kota depok yang ALLAHU AKBAR! panasnyaaaaa ASTAGHFIRULLAH...
pindah ke depok karena,akhirnya, YUNI bisa kuliah di ui, sesuai harapan nyokabnya, biar jadi tukang sarjana..hahahah

kehidupan depok-jakarta yang kejam (dimanifestasikan dalam bentuk; sebuah bis warna ungu2, yang kondekturnya selalu merasa kalau bisnya itu seperti bis dalam dunia harry potter, bisa mengecil2 dan membesar sekaligus, jadi kalo masuk2in penumpang ya gitu deeeeh, nggak liat kuota maksimal..) membuat YUNI, mulai dari semester 2 kalo nggak salah, berbagi kamar petakan a.k.a kos bersama seorang gadis asli pariaman yang tingkah laku dan mukanya sangat-sangat pariaman (you know lah,sensitif dengan uang dan bertulang pipi khas sumatera..hahah), biasa dipanggil SYILFI.

karena sering sekali YUNI mengeluarkan kepribadian buruknya (selalu meledak-ledak karena terlalu banyak hal yang ada di kepalanya) YUNI berusaha mengurangi dengan cara mengeluarkan sebagian unek-uneknya melalui tulisan. jadi secara garis besar, alasan YUNI membuat blog ini adalah untuk mengurangi sifat-sifat buruknya sekaligus melatih ketangkasan otaknya yang sudah mulai mengalami degradasi karena terlalu banyak makan 'lidi' di kopma...hahhah



ps : blog ini dibuat hanya untuk kesenangan semu YUNI semata