no free lunch in this world!

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as always, i will just talk to myself,asking and answering myself. 


i learned it from the latest drama i watched, Mary Stayed Out All Night/ Mary, Marry Me. In one episode the lead female character said to his future-super-rich-father-in law when he want to pay all her daddy debt for nothing. She told him that there is 'no free lunch in this world' so from that on she's on his slavery contact (can i say marriage contract to someone you don't love but actually is a very rich and handsome as a slavery contract? okay, then it become 'slavery yet lovely contract').

Just like what happened to me, i got nearly all my (fan-girl) dream comes true but i have to pay.

i have to go to a intensive korean language class started from september 3rd to December 17th 2010. From monday to friday 4 hours a day. and then continued with the super intensive korean class for about 6 weeks, started from this week, and taking the proficiency on January 20th.

It was fun before my head already exploded with those korean words, grammar, and before it become this cold. Snow is not that fun. Cold weather only bring out your laziness, what's more? feeling hungry all the time, then sleepy.

and maybe the turning point is today, when i was forced to do korean proficiency pre test it was so hard that i nearly tearing. i don't know if i was just lack of sleep time or i just bored but  i suddenly feel so depressed and missed my mom that bad. miss my super trashy life in Indonesia.


okay i already said to my self because i want something different in my life i should, i have to go out from my comfort zone, my usual life time. and here it is now, super different from my comfort life in Indonesia.
the one who always stay in their comfort zone, doing nothing even for their own stomach is a beggar. they just sit, open their hand and wait the whole day for people to give them money. and i don't want to be a beggar,literally and not, so i should say it to my self again, comfort yourself, be comfort outside your comfort zone, NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD!!!


Plus plus :

Apparently me and maya do something to meet uri Jung In Depyonim (the character that played in Marry Me mary as the second lead male, played by model turn actor Kim Jae Wook) by KBSWORLDTV EVENT   and then we do, on the last minute. Though we didn't make it, but i wanna share our super stupid video, here if you want to see. Thank you for watching.